A memory that won’t fade

Updating from Zände’s place @ Stockholm.

Don’t worry, I haven’t had a breakdown and escaped here, hehe… No, I’m more here on matter of business.

I am fixing photos for my school project. I’m pretty sure I haven’t told you about it, and I won’t right now. But if you can read Swedish feel free to read my project blog: www.topalian.blogg.se

Zände and I went to Old Town a few hours ago and took some pictures. I felt I didn’t get so much work done… I feel a little uninspired and unmotivated. I don’t know. I hope it will change tomorrow because Malin, Zände and I are going out and about in Stockholm with our cameras!! LET’S GET DOWN TO BUSINESS!!!

N’awww, Z is sleeping like a baby. Meanwhile, M and I are sitting next to eachother with a laptop on our own and listening to our own different music. Lol. It’s late, but I don’t think we will go to bed until later. Don’t mind it. I feel good right now.
Drinking mint tea and simply enjoying life right now. Living in the present.

A few days ago I finally deleted him from Skype. I have to admit that I got a little teary-eyed. It was a big step. Bittersweet. Deleting him from my life completely but at the same time deleting everything we used to wrote to eachother. Every deep conversation and funny moments.

I will miss those moments so much. And I will miss him. I won’t be able to forget him… ever.
I’m not saying I will forever be thinking of him. But he will be a memory that will never fade. Still buried deep in my head.

I keep imagining meeting him in the future. What kind of feelings would I feel then? What would he feel?
Would we recognize each other?  Who knows. Nothing I will continue to think about anymore.

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